When you feel your life is totally completed

I think it's been awhile since the last time I post the entry. My last entry was a tribute to a friend who has given a big test by God. Yes, life is full of surprises. We never know what will happen to us on next 5 second, or even next 1 second. I and the other friends will keep convincing him that what is happening is a great test by Allah and he need not to worry much. Just living your life as usual.

Well, speaking of surprises in life. I got one. And it has made my day flying in the sky everyday. I never expected this could happen again since i have been telling all my friends that there is no more. However the curse is actually eating back my words. To be frank, i really want this but probably i got no chance to meet a perfect person. That's why telling them that is a full stop for them from asking again and again, in other words I was cheating to myself . I got ego as normal person. I don't want to be beaten by anyone. And having a weaknesses so much in this community were not the proudest thing to have.

So, due to all respect I am announcing to the world that I'm in love with someone who is very special to me. To get that one to be mine took me a hard and trouble time. I'm glad at last fate fated us together. I really appreciate this new life arrangement and i promised to myself it won't be the same like before. I'm changing now and I'm looking forward for this happiness for the rest of my life.

I'm campaigning for a change

Well, each of us must have known that it is essential to be protected before we proceed with the pleasure. Especially on one night stand. Things that happening around me past few weeks really has taught us to be more cautious and not to allow any risk. I know what has happened is a matter of between that person and god. I don't judge their life. But it's still not too late if we intent to avoid . BTW, we ain't saint or angel or something that would never need sex. To saying to stop from doing it almost impossible. So I'm suggesting to all of you out there, never leave your home without protection. You can change your life indeed.

Nothing's gonna change

To my dear friend. Thing happened because god still love you and at the same time it was a lesson to us. I still remember knowing you from the first day we meet. Since that that our friendship has retained till now and i don't think i can afford to lose you in my life. Please don't regret for what test god has put on you. Take this as a bless. But this is not the end of the world. You still got life ahead and what is the most important you'd never faded for us. What disease you are carry now, for us you are no different than a bubbly friend we used to know. We will be always there for you my friend.

To live with what you dream

How to rebranding this life?