I think it's been awhile since the last time I post the entry. My last entry was a tribute to a friend who has given a big test by God. Yes, life is full of surprises. We never know what will happen to us on next 5 second, or even next 1 second. I and the other friends will keep convincing him that what is happening is a great test by Allah and he need not to worry much. Just living your life as usual.Well, speaking of surprises in life. I got one. And it has made my day flying in the sky everyday. I never expected this could happen again since i have been telling all my friends that there is no more. However the curse is actually eating back my words. To be frank, i really want this but probably i got no chance to meet a perfect person. That's why telling them that is a full stop for them from asking again and again, in other words I was cheating to myself . I got ego as normal person. I don't want to be beaten by anyone. And having a weaknesses so much in this community were not the proudest thing to have.
So, due to all respect I am announcing to the world that I'm in love with someone who is very special to me. To get that one to be mine took me a hard and trouble time. I'm glad at last fate fated us together. I really appreciate this new life arrangement and i promised to myself it won't be the same like before. I'm changing now and I'm looking forward for this happiness for the rest of my life.
